suicide is not the way to leave this world

everything has been broken and
the rules of the game you are playing have been distroied as well
at the time u show ur tender heart again.
there u go again!

aren't we on the same way, are we?

the love and care you give to him is not called love.
what u do now is try to escape the reality.
don't be foolish to believe that he will come back one day.
no, he won't.
he 's a selfish man. u knew it just now??
there is no way to start over again, even continue on.

so plz love urself more, plz.

以前以為沒有什麼難過是比分手更讓人心痛了
最近這幾天的一切幾乎讓我快不能喘息

今天早上進去你的房間看你
卻發現床上一張有你的字跡的紙條
"好愛你們的媽媽絕筆"
我忍住了眼淚
在你面前 我要堅強

我希望你也要堅強 多愛自己一點
學著自私ㄧ點 不要總是想到別人 卻忘記自己
只要還活著就有希望